2005-08-30 - 12:47 a.m.
*several deep calming breaths later*
so the whole point of creating this blog has finally arrived! whooo. everyone humour me and look happy.
to anyone i've left out, im' really sorry drop me a msg or an angry tag and i'll slot u right in.
to teri and katie, there's a separate one for you coming up. don't hit me with sticks yet.
for people with an emotional capacity of an angst ridden teenager:
in general everyone's been absolutely fantastic. this shoutout entry is for my singapore friends, i'll be posting an english friend entry asap. moving to england was really strange and these people i'm going to mention are just a fraction of the kind souls who have kept me grounded/helped me levitate off the ground/cracked me up with their er oh so witty jokes/made me at least FEEL loved. and for most of the people, it was a combination of all the above.
for people with the emotional range of a stoned earthworm:
thanks for being great dudes.
so in no particular order...
ROZ: thanks so much for the whole blog but more importantly for being the wilder side of me. whether it's bringing me to places where i prob wouldn't have dared to go myself or convincing me that greenday really isn't THAT punk, i have always admired ure very free spirit. don't lose that. and u're WAY prettier than you know who.i'm glad my fashion sense has rubbed off on u, u have yet to wear that godforsaken tutu though.
SAM: it's sam! haha...hey happy guy. good things come to those who wait. thank you for being the more compassionate part of me. and laughing at my very un funny jokes. don't worry too much about other people, they'll take care of themselves. and always keep that very wise air of yours. although u'll strongly deny it u're prob wiser than i could ever hope to be. don't let it give u wrinkles though. skin is being worn tight this season.
NAT: NAT!!! i've only known u for like 4 months?! well thanks for once again laughing at my very unfunny jokes and keeping me light hearted. we will find our great loves sometime soon. till then though: have lots of fun just messing around. party hard u live only once. love you lots
JC: juncai..eyeliner dude. i really hope u get over the malay slipknot thing :D ure one really extreme pom-hating person but nonetheless funny. hope ure principal becomes less "tight" and i would say have fun but i know u always do anyway :D
DEB: debbie! i don't know what to be more jealous of, ure green curly moustache or your goat. well i've put saving the world on hold to write you this. u may thank me later. thank you for being the better part of me. for being the voice of reason. and trust. ive always really respected you for your beliefs and how u stick to them. it's good to know that some things will prob never change. ure really good at the guitar as well by the way but i'm sure u've heard that so many times. keep on being who you are many people admire you for that. also don't u dare sell that goat.
NIC SEOW: thanks for all the com and tech help you've given me. from getting rid of that stupid virus to letting me have an insight into er microsoft v. apple its' been illuminating knowing you. keep up the strong views. but use simpler english i beg u.
DARYL: thanks for tagging my blog! its' been cool getting in touch with you after so long. remember the letter? wink wink nudge nudge. well hope ure getting further with your break dancing. keep in touch
DARYL FONG: i don't even know where to START with you. i guess i'll have to thank you for keeping my tagboard interesting. so let's leave it at that yea? i'm in a good mood. haha
ARIEL: my LOVE IS IN MY FINGERS buddy. haha we've had so many laughs together .thanks for being my "keeping life lively" friend. but also providing deep insights into things and helping me see things from a different point of view. don't forget to keep looking out for the bush. we will club legally sometime. and thank you for always listening to what i say although it is really strange and pretending to understand. it's really impressive how unjudgemental u can be :D means quite a bit to me :D LOVE YOU LOTS
BEN: hey thanks for tagging! hope rainbow thing sorts itself out. long time no chat. stay in touch though
JOEL LIM: mewk. i still dunno about that but i guess mugawhizzer isn't much better. we'll discuss more er harry potter theories sometime soon. damn we're cool.
KEN: hey ken!! i'm actually talking to you right now on msn. eternal darkness is pretty scary huh. well we haven't chatted for AGES but it's always nice to get in touch. don't worry too much about other people, they'll sort themselves out and if they don't God'll just give them a good kick up their own ass. works like a charm. groove on! haha i'll get u a cake. promise.
we're still weird! high fives all around.
CASEY: thanks for tagging! and yes my spelling HAS improved. but only marginally. hehe. see you around yup?
SHAB: SHAB!!! long time no talk. well hope school and everything is going well..to everyone shab has made me laugh over the weirdest things so many times. hope ure still as funny (funny haha not funny weird) as u used to be. don't study TOO hard. god bless!
SEAN: hey! thanks for tagging! don't really know u too well but u seem like a nice guy. take care and keep in touch. :D
MING: MINGY!!!!! when u come to england again u have to look me up! promise? mingy was my partner in wannabe crime in sec 1 and she's just a dude. don't worry too much about school and have a ton of fun. on my behalf give tsien the finger. denise can help up. muchas gracias! LOVE U LOTS. stay in touch.
SZUS: evil sushi buddy. with moccasins. i think i spelt that wrong. well good luck with your poetry. don't worry one day we'll grow and tower over everyone else and then we can point and laugh. help me send my love to your extremely masculine bag. haha keep in touch.
MARC: my little midge friend. ure evil laugh will haunt me for the rest of my life i swear. well i've told u already but i think ure one of the smartest people i've ever met. seriously. like in logic and stuff u're king. maybe not in chinese though. haha continue making really random comments and laughing at my unfunny jokes. i still have to give u that little thingy from nz. i'll have to gloat about my height over u while i still can so HA! URE SHORT I'M TALL DAMMIT.
MIKE: the evil green men have been tied up and locked in the shed so u're gonna have to send more effective spies. the old man and woman by the puddle have gone on vacation so i'm low on my janes. hope the box o cheerleaders under ure bed isn't too dusty. don't succumb to peer pressure and don't forget to do your daring deed of the day. and me on the world wide web? the best thing ever to happen to mankind. they just don't know it yet.
CHERRY: CHERRY!!! LONG TIME NO TALK!! how's nj?! oh my god u have to say hi to me on msn. i can't remember what your email is! thanks for stopping by we have to catch up sometime.
DENISE: thanks for faithfully tagging. ure the best. don't fret about butterflies they are pretty but don't live long. i still have to give u the slippers u have to ask kt about that. thank you for being the insightful part of me. but knowing how to chill out and have a great time as well. one day we'll play ure party game. i feel so bad now i've corrupted u. ah well moment passed i'm no longer feeling guilty. :D u've always been very responsible and ive always been able to have deep meaningful convos with u without feeling like a complete prat. take care.
MANDY: MANDY!!! SERIOUSLY LONG TIME NO TALK. haha hope rg is treating you well. i still laugh when i think about ure mrs julia chua impression and the sweet potato porridge. we have to stay in touch yup? don't study too hard in rg and don't give the teachers TOO hard a time :D remember guozi?!
JON WOO: the golf pro. who sabo-s me during sunday school. well good luck in ure golfing career i better start collecting ure autographs now to sell on e-bay later. i can't believe u've grown to become so TALL! its unfair. i would say have fun but i know u do all the time anyway :D
PAUL CROSBY: hey! england's great. but don't worry i doubt it was a mistake going there. there is just some stuff u don't experience if you stay in singapore. see you around in singapore! take care
ALIX: hey alex! pro badminton player...u should get ure own blog. i'm pulling u over to the dark side. i remember at denise's party when u thrashed that weird chinese dude. u know one of my friends from another school knows u through badminton fame? impressive or what?! see ya around keep in touch a lim.
ERROL: errol! i've known u for like what?! AGES...man it's so strange. but anyways do the flower thing dammit. and FOLLOW MY ADVICE DAMMIT. haha i've gotten very used to the errol lingo though, and have learnt how to just sit and stone to music. and also to avoid pregnant dogs :D i would say "stay cool and funky" but we all know ure neither cool nor funky right? don't hit me. :D
MAY E: hey may e! u ARE pretty la..remember in P6 with melody? man good times good times. i stil remember u and clove...that was fun. haha hope everything at nj is going realy well. keep in touch yup? take care!
YI WEI: hey! don't know u too wel but u seem nice. thanks for tagging my blog and i'll see u around yup? i'll always be talkative so hopefully u'll get to used to it :D haha take care
CHERYL: CHERYL!!! hihi long time no talk. thanks for being the calming side of me. making sure i don't run off a bridge or something. we still have to continue that deep meaningful conversation. just remember that what people think of anything does not define that thing. deep and vague i know. i've known you for ABSOLUTELY ages and one thing which hasn't changed is that cheryl is one of the sweetest people i've ever known. but with a sneaky side which makes her perfect for being a mapmaker! more power to us whoo!!! stay in touch. :D
WEILIN: WEILIN!! fellow evil mapmaker and member of the poetry club with ariel! the number of times i have laughed hysterically for no good reason with you is too many to count. thank you for helping me let my imagination grow, even in somewhere like singapore. but although you possess that wild genius ingeniuity, you balance it out with being hopelessly grounded. something i probably could never be. so thank you for helping me hover off the ground in a world of dreams where saying amanda brings chicken and barbie and ken have brains, but not letting me stray too far. you're very peaceful. sorry just had to say that. more power to the mapmakers!!
TING: fellow draco triology sufferer. she's not updating till sept!! i dunno how i'll survive. thanks for emailing me loads when i was in england :D we will grow up and run a casino dammit. thanks for being in general just a wonderful friend..making me laugh and providing a lighter mood to life. come to england sometime! keep in touch. promise?
JON WONG: HA! LOOK A SHOUTOUT FOR YOU! man i'm in a good mood. well i haven't spoken to you seriously for AGES but you SEEM (keyword being seem) harmless enough. haha..jon's got a good balance between being goofy and stupid and knowing when to sober up and be serious. one thing i prob will never get right. but he has an issue with tropical fish. jon knows how to make people laugh when they're feeling upset but is also good for conducting deep meaningful convos with. so altogether a really great friend :D
JUDITH: MY COKE AND ICE BUDDY! damn we're cool.i've known judith since P4 and she's always been CRAZY..haha but u know i love you for it. judith is great for just laughing at nothing with but when she's snapped into serious mode is really a good influence. amazing i know. she's the one who got me to go slightly off alcohol. thanks for laughing at my unfunny jokes and knowing what to say at the right times :D keep in touch and don't drink coke and ice too much without me
JOEL: u don't really DESERVE a shoutout cuz u said my blog was gay. but nevermind im' in a good mood. joel is GENERALLY a nice guy. :D who totally does not suck. he's the best. haha but seriously, thanks for making me laugh so much. esp. when im in a bad mood. i'm gonna win the bet dammit. U'LL SEE.
JOSH: my best aussie guy friend :D missing u lots in singapore. i dun think u'll ACTUALLY come to this site but if i ever manage to force u at gunpoint u can be pleasantly surprised. josh is the best. funny and nice (deep deep DEEP down inside :D) see you soon in december and we'll party hard yup? i'd say have fun in aussie but i know you will anyway.
PAT: IT'S DICKS!! hey! u have to tell me all the DETAILS. patrick can kick ass at eating prata and ice cream. seriously don't mess. patties is a sweet guy..when he's not calling me flabby. really good heart. can't believe i just said that. i think i'm prob high on something. take care in aussie and don't shag TOO many girls :D
kk guys that's all the shoutouts for the moment. teri and kt ures are on their way.
er bye?
.:bitch here:.